Cassandra Disque | July 27, 2008
Dear you: You caught my eye right away, the very first time I met you. I don’t know why or what it was about you, but something drew me in. That same thing continues to do so. I’ve been thinking about you a great deal. All the general cliches, like the way your eyes light [...]
Cassandra Disque | July 15, 2008
Started physical therapy back up again today. This time, we’re focusing on my piriformis, the deep muscle in the ass that works with the hip rotator. This is what part of my treatment looks like: I can’t sit down now. It feels like I have a band of hot water embedded in my leg, running [...]
Cassandra Disque | July 9, 2008
Your result for The Attachment Style Test … The Player 26% Anxiety Over Abandonment and 48% Avoidance Of Intimacy You are most comfortable without close emotional relationships [FALSE]. It is very important to you to feel independent and self-sufficient [TRUE], and you hate the idea of having to depend on others [TRUE] or having others [...]
Since 1996, my life has been a long journey of visiting one doctor after another. I look more or less fine, but I'm not. My daily pill count is like playing the dozens with a hospice patient. One doctor will say I'm doomed, and send me to another for treatment, but the treating doctor will find nothing within his or her area of practice that can be treated.
My life is better than a comedy, better than a drama. Anyone who has done this knows what I mean when I say that you have to not only know the rules, but also play the part in order to be allowed in the game. Most people find what we go through in the medical merry-go-round to be unbelievable, which is why I call it "The Drag of Gimp."
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